A revival of Me

a update

2009-10-28T12:37:00.000-07:00

first of all im working now at the view equatorial hotel penang...working times are 8.ooam to 4pm and 2.30pm till 10.30pm on weekly rotation offdays are on sundays and public hollidays im off as well!! wooohooo...working enviroment rawks....there are those i respect...some i plainly despises....

i got a new gf...her name's chaklan...she studying mass comm in subang kl....shes hot and its goin on alrite....she african from the good ol country of djibouti hehehe......facing the red sea...

was doing fine financially by forex trading...earn 7thousand usd in two months i was not working....only to lose coz i left if floating and i had no access to my acc coz my laptop was lapnapped by my sis.....damn now i got it back loads of things need to redo before i can earn back that amount...

piece's out

somtimes

2009-07-24T13:32:00.000-07:00

sometimes i think this world could do better if there was no money involve
sometimes i think this world could do better if there was no wars
sometimes i think everything in the world is screwed up and has gone beyond repair

all those activist...enviromentalist....protestors...all yearn for world hunger to stop...yearn for wars to be eradicated...yearn for money to be forever there and noone poor...yearn for all worlds to be first world...why the hell u have to rate a country as third world....first world...second and so on...yet all this will never happen...why because for a simple fact that we are humans...

humans have always been a race then never learns from mistakes..has not one but two world wars taught you nothing? and what is power? by the might of your military...by how u control the worlds economy??humans..have a simple weakness...arsenic yes...but in the sense of thought and humanity...our heart has a hole a void that can never be filled nor satisfied...it always wants more and more....like an endless abyss..a blackhole where even time is absorbed and smerged out...humans..i weep for our race......why your ask me why there are racist? coz what? one is white..one is yellow..one is red one is black and so forth..ever thought of looking at the rainbow? how many colours does it show? that justifys your authority to compare the colour of your skin? coz inside..your organs..your dna..your hair...your bones are all the equal and same genetic composites and sequences...if humans never change how they think or how they determine whose who..and why or what? we can never be united..the very concept of united nations is crumbling..we've seen it before...history has showned it....we go on like this and we doom our own species..nowonder other beings..aliens as we put it...deny acknowledging our existance...we are a young race not fit to walk the stars.that giants walk upon...we will never be spacefarers...as long as we have not met with peace of our heart...to finally seal that void and stop killing one another...there should be a higher code that no human shall harm another .....the matters of honour and dignity...is slowling fading away for our text books..the young ignores it...the old preserves it and the present are too bother with their own affairs and go by...every human for themselves...

im ashamed to be human...people ask me why i dont read the newspapers..or see the news...because i already know what they are showing..its always the same thing...politics..wars...global dominated sports...terrorist...disasters natural and man made....it has been the same and always will be......

the day will come when the last great war will fall upon us...in which we will be consumed by our own hands...by the very tools we create for the sake of country defences...by our hatred..by our greed...milions will die from the start..and soon after...an entire species..swepted away...the earth reborned.....whole and new....till the day it goes supernova..when the life of the planet extinguishes...how i wish i do live till the day i see the ending of our race...how i wish that it will never come to be..but i know it shall come..its only a matter of time

i think like a minbari...i observe like a minbari...i feel like a minbari..i speak like a minbari

i am that which is not born of that race but is of that race i come from the stars and i shall return to the stars when that day is upon me..i am a shadow who lingers of the light that signs my existance.....without it i am consumed......i am the candle that stands in the light and go where no others venture,,in Valen's name i call myself in valen's name i return to the stars keep what ive seen..learn from my mistakes..and in valen's name i shall know peace...
quotes from the spiritual leader of the minbari..valen once know as jeffrey sinclair a human who turn minbari...babylon 5

you learn alot from science fiction..the ideas..the thoughts...the concepts...all are logical to me...

piece's out!!

its all good...or wait it aint?

2009-07-22T13:58:00.000-07:00

well having some nice decent time of from the working life is darn good i must say but it gets boring after awhile..especially if u are not having an actuall holliday or goin somewhere or making it a point to go find your girlfriend thats a two and half hour flight from you....hmmm

just the other day i got a call from a guy whose a friend of me mate...he rang me up asking whether im interested for a job...located in autocity...near to my home...and finally i dont have to hear constant bickering from me folks....blah!!......

since im bout to get a new job...now got two...hmmmm ponder....wat shall me do.....which to take......hmm let you know la....so many things to do so little resources to do so.... girlfriend's a priority...hmmm lately im not being a goody goody gumdroppy boyfriend....sometimes its tough she is so demanding of me....coz im not there...im starting to think how she gonna be when we get married...ugh...nightmares......

talking bout my war addiction...i just destroy seven alien races combine military which at first were my allies...till i found out they were just using it to get their forces into position for a full blown strike against me....unfortunately for them im a good fortifier and exactly 15minutes from their first strike...lets say what remained of their so called combine fleet was reduce to one heavy cruiser two war carriers and one squadron of fighters....next time boys...check your intelligience reports before entering celestian teritory...my homeworld and all strategic province and outposts were so heavy fortified with automated planet defences and each bearing their own defence fleet...if u were my enemys...do you think u can even penetrate all of them to get to my capital planet....man playing an online game...makes me think are there no decent strategist or decent empire builders to fight against me....so those who play sins of a solar empire and eve online...i dare you...try coming near to celestian empire...do so and u get to shake the hand of emperor atreyu caladan...me in the alternate universe....now i gotta build a battle station and place a station in a recently made neautral teritory for peace ...cause im at the state where my empire is to vast to oversee everything....i need a peacefull time so i can oversee the provinces so i can determine which are worth defending .......thanks to recent war finances are limited...trade treaty gonna have to be made...damn...gotta get all this done before i start working again....if not i dont have that sort of time im having now....till my next post...

piece's out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..ps i miss u baby...i miss your voice...i miss our webcam sessions..i miss teasing you i miss making you angry..i miss arguing with you..i miss you yelling at me..muak!!!!!love from all the way in penang baybeh!!

2009-07-20T13:50:00.001-07:00

hello whats up...man i neglect all of this damn...darn..wtf...whatever i cant give a damn...alright renovation starts now....

whats goin on in my life?? lets see self personal vacation till august when i will finally return to hardwicke with the gays thrown out and a new regime taking over and im back on the crew...atleast a job untill i can finally find the sort of job that i want...first of i will redo the blog...redo mostly everything...hehehe

so what have i've been up to? spending decent time with parents..unregular sleeping times catching up on naruto...attended my godsisters modelling pageant...which she won..and me a very very proud godbrother...

life at home...well mostly on the laptop looking thru reviews...latest things....movies..series.....downloading...dont know why been having a war addiction i am currently the proud ruler of the celestian empire which spans three star systems whats the game? its called sins of a solar empire...the best science fiction game ive come to love

lovelife?? well got a few....i think....i miss my baby the most...have not been in contact with her for awhile cause i told her why i cant call her for the time being...

further more updates shall be done soooooooooooooooonn

piece's out

damn

2009-02-23T10:00:00.000-08:00

oh god..i've neglected the blog..oh do be patients loads of new updates are gonna be put up ..no worrys aight...kenny's coming back...with load of tasty new looks ..i hope...with the long due anniversary post..the retrenchment post..the new job post...the newly self proclaimed scientist post and loads...not to mention the joyfull day of 2 of march 2009 the day i get my penchant money...and finally me will get me iphone me love long long time..and then ill blog again...hahahhahahahahhaha

piece's out!!!

important well not that important

2009-01-11T08:30:00.000-08:00

im taking a little holliday from the blog till further notice...coz i want this to be more entertaining and colourfull...after the next blog on the 15th....i will stop till i get myself a new handphone with camera capacity..and more thoughts that i will put into postings...seeya

piece's out!!!!

i was goin thru dears friendster profile and she posted new pics

2009-01-06T08:38:00.000-08:00

imagine it was like fate that i met her....it took only three days of just plain talking and getting to know each other did we by the fifth day start addressing each other honey and baby....the couples play words....and that blossom to my happiest memories...

i'm not the type who restrains my girlfriend.i give her freedom sometimes i can be a little protective how can i not be? shes all the way in phillipines now working/studying doing job part time job for a little bit of income to spend..

makes her boyfriend worrys alot coz ive always told her to keep updated if there were gaps in the month where i dont speak to her...its only fair that she keeps me updated and discuss with me before she makes a decision on her own...atleast i should know wat she plans to do or not to do...

i love her coz she is the most tolerant girl that i've ever met...i have a total of seven ex girlfriend and neither of them are local penangnites..nearly all six were foreign given the exception of my sixth ex a penang girl whom i love but end up getting played..wat a waste of devotion..so i went single from 2006 to 2007 played around did not have an actual girlfriend till i met rose in the month of january 2008...it was a blessing....love at first sight..its goin on strong although has its goods and bads but thats part of the relationship...

she can be a handfull at time when she's mad...slamming the phone on me or refusing to answer my calls..and when i get angry and said im not calling..she cools down and apologize..and the best thing..we never talk about wat happen but forget about it as it never existed....this is just a prologue to my opening post thats coming on january 15th my baby's birthday and our anniversary..although we are so far apart we are near in heart and by phone...

piece's out!!

31-12-08 bye bye hello 2009 bah!! another year

2009-01-01T09:13:00.000-08:00

started to be a cheery day when i receive a call from darling..that brighten up my day with the first words saying ''honey happy new year i get to love you for a whole new year'' ^o^...aww pity she's all the way in phillipines for me to even do the count down with her..but we did on the phone....reallie reallie need to see her...im missing her way to much..and now hey its 1.1.2009 january...a whole new year which unexpected event..but one thing gets me up is that around the corners january 15th will be a happy day nomatter im stress at work or people annoyed me way to much...why?? it's my baby's birthday and also our anniversary and since im not gonna be there to spend it im sending her some money to enjoy it..imagine Rm200 is 2187.50php her currency....so im pretty much a rich guy there..so say her folks... and also to treat her family on my behalf since they are so accepting of me considering the distance...imagine the first month i was her boyfriend im already made godfather to her eldest sister new born daughter and her mother already calls me son....yikes...pai seh since i have not met the folks..but my girl has put it a good words about how much of a darling i am ngek ngek pandai la she...

i spend that nite at work...enjoying free booze but remarkably sober..the kenyan was piss drunk and started babbling all over in jiberish...my bro...my work mate in the kitchen was like the bomb...drank a whole glass of wine like water and not drunk coz he taught me the butter trick..so nomatter how much i drink im still not drunk lolz...after a decent 3 to 4 hours there i head to UPr with the kenyan and the stoner's.......for awhile before i head back home coz kevin wanted me to drop him there and he bought me a round...i went home at 3 slept..woke up at 9 with banging on the door from mum.....went to work...boring!!!!! came home at 2 after talking to bro about the possibility of the well knwn supposed closure that never seems to be announced yet hmmmm a reallie big hmmmm to that...oh well...atleast i do have back up plans which i planned with bro....

so now i will face 2009 with the resolution to be a better boyfriend.a better son...get a better job with a far better salary hopefully singapore... and also the resolution to make my career international...nomore staying in malaysia and work..its time to go explore new places learn new hardships and be better and respected for what im good at since i hold no allegiance anymore to ''wickehouse'' i turn down many offers to work overseas and nomore shall i be so nice to people who down appreciate me......

piece's out!!! and happy new year!!! kudos to all who face a new year filled with unknown challenges fight the good fight!!! and also run the good run if your too coward to stand for yourself

an update 27&28 andddd th 29

2008-12-29T09:42:00.000-08:00

well neglected the blog for awhile since i was busy enjoying myself on saturday 27th i found myself with nothing much to do..so i started calling people up to see whats on their list...receipient one''baboon'' busy.....receipient two''ben'' not a word'' receipient three''isabelle'' finally told me she gonna go mois with her girls from kl so alrite she ask me if i wanna come i said i love to but remembering im broke i was reluctant fortunately for me my buddy dino has a bottle there after much negotition i manage to get him to go...so i went home and bath after sending the little boy home.."remind me to talk about his little childness''......so got stuck in jam %&&&^ all the way....got home bath and zoom like superman back to workplace to wait for dino...how nice he gave me a glass of whiskey neat on the rocks..thank god i ate a decent amount of butter to not get drunk..pretty usefull remedy if your drinking and dont want to get drunk..take butter!! it reallie works i was sober the whole nite even thou i had to go table hopping and cheering with a whole load of friends i thought i never see after so long not partying...it was a hectic night but i had fun releasing stress pity too crowded to shuffle love the music that was spinning

and to the 28th sunday ....before attending a family bbq at my aunts place..i started packing my things for my new home...woke up kinda late but pack nearly 40% of rubbish for clearing in less then 30minutes im happy with myself ^0^ hehehe...then went to the bbq...it was alrite..loads of unknown..till i saw my friend who's also a friend of my cousin elissa,magdalene..wow have not seen her since i left college but she looks great..kinda cute with the short hair...so was around till 10 and during the time i spend there..i was ask by my aunt to teach her creme brulee and creme caramel...well being a chef and she is my favourite aunt..i sure will show her how i move i flow hehhe....hey..i gotta show off from time to time... after the bbq metup with my mate kevin the kenyan....we went segafredo at Upr for a drink ended up having supper there...cabonara since my dear sis ate my chic rice''take guna''....so chit chatting all the way till 1 it started raining..im stuck..so continue till 2 and went home and slept for work

on the 29th a boring afternoon at work...did mise en place for harvey's economy rice...did my prep for new year eve..laze around till my dad pick me up since the car was in the shop for service in the morning..came home bath laze around saw some tele...my darling little goddaughter aka my niece was in her day time nap moods ended up manja potting with me....till it was time to work...went to work...boring..did up some lovely lemon curd that goes well with a lemon drizzle cake kevin did in the afternoon..and after that...i was free..laze around..only had two customers but end up having more...so after everything is done..send the little boy home as usual...came home round 12 and end up posting this...and right now im thinking where the hell is my girlfriend..no sms...misscall her no response..don't know which hole she died and whithered in..nvmind...wait till her birthday and our anniversary which falls on the same day..i'm gonna sulk ngek ngek!!

piece's out

a wonderfull discovery and a not so stressfull day

2008-12-26T08:14:00.000-08:00

...well since new year's eve is round the corner i was preping one of my desserts a chocolate truffle praline cake..at first i was doing the caramel for the praline to be use..but end up getting carried away and burning it turning it bitter..i curse and swear like a monkey asking for food....so nvmind i did another batch..and this time it din turn out to be the nice golden colour caramel it suppose to be..but it became murky white...so i thought argh what the heck use it also no worrys considering im adding toasted hazelnut and walnuts into it...so i mix in the nut and pour it out on a non stick paper to cool in the freezer...the moment i took it and was getting ready to blend it..i found it to my silly amazement i actually created caramel soil...sumthing like what u expect to see from molecular gastronomy cuisine but those use liquid nitrogen to make it so....but i manage to do it...hahaha i was happy..i went bonkers telling my mate a kenyan Kevin...he actually liked it too...i kinda like it when i make mistake's but end up getting a discovery out of it...ah..my line of work..love to hell....how i love cooking!!!

piece's out

i'm getting hooked

2008-12-25T10:38:00.000-08:00

my dad gonna be shock for real...he thinks i wont do such a blog......anyhow..love ya pops...i feel a whole better now....like a weight off my chest now i can store my thoughts on net drive woohoo!!!....im counting the days till i see my baby finally!!!!!!! which reminds

1.gotta learn tagalog asap
2. gotta get myself in singapore asap
3.gotta go to bed now if not im dead +.+''

and last but not least gudnite!!!!! to all the people of the world..fat,ugly..poor...rich( give some to the poor please..new year coming wei)....and always to my lovely girl Mary rose....i love her so much it makes the heart go dry...

piece's out!!

to my god sister

2008-12-25T10:21:00.000-08:00

i saw that extract of the conversation we had....im touched..partly the reason why i started my blog^^

wow...i created a blog..my girlfriends gonna be bonkers!!

2008-12-25T10:12:00.000-08:00

since all peeps including my own dad start blogging..i figured hey i think i should start my own personal stress reliever and inner sanctum for a little peace and quiet away from a hectic and stress related kitchen where i work as a chef......in malaysia working as a chef means your a dog to your boss..he say's fetch u fetch..he says u shut your mouth u keep it zipped failure to do so results in backstabbing...erm...negative talk and a whole lot of mumbo jumbo which gets on my nerve especially when the P.G.H is around...faggarts...btw P.G.H stands for ''persatuan gay hardwicke ''..imgine working your butt off for christmas eve and day and goin home from work without even a thanks or even a nice refreshing beer...zipppppp nothing..faggarts acting like your part of the decor...ah..blissfulll....not!!!! i wish they perform it wrong and get sore butts...